4.8.09

I didn't do anything substantial for my exam today. Although my life is not only for exams, I have been trained to place a lot of (almost all) my attention, energy, and serious care on exam. So I can't help making a comment of my day in terms of whether I did anything that will contribute to my written exam in June.

But I didn't something else. First, I made two new friends, Gloria and her boyfriend. We had a very good conversation during lunch about racism, US. and China govnt, Tibet... I really enjoy it, and we'll do it more in the future.

Second, I had a big and long argument with Aaron again. He still pissed me off when we talk about serious things, which is big problem in our relationship. But I think we also made some progress on how to improve our argument, hopefully...

Since I argued too much with Aaron, I was really tired when I went back home. Michael cooked pigfeet. Coz it smelled so good, I didn't finish my paper reading and started eating.

After that I cycled with Wanli, and we had a long ride and also a long talk about how to see the world and adjust ourselves. It was not as good as I expected. And at last I asked him whether he wanted to do it more. He said no.

I was a little frustrated from his response, and chatted with a friend on line about that I found nobody could really understand me. Something he said was really helpful at the moment: try to make good contributions in the field you are familiar with.

Sounds reasonable, and I'll try to do that.

After that, Wanli called me back. And I clarified that he didn't think I was crazy and he would like to talk more with me. So I'm really happy that we are still friends.

That's my day, and I'm going to bed now.